Fears.

I'm going back to Ethiopia for the third time in January!! I can't wait. I just loving being there, around the kids and new culture. But as I think about going back, I am fearful.

I fear I won't be able to find them. I fear that they won't remember who I am or the times we had together. I fear that they will be upset I didn't come back sooner, or that I left them in the first place.

But I know a spirit of fear is not from God, so all I can do is pray. Pray and Hope.

1 John 4:18- There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.